Today marks my 11th year on GovTeen. It's crazy.
This also means that this diary has been around for 11 years too.
This also means that this diary has been around for 11 years too.
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11 Years.
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Mmmm??
Did Kelvin get banned!? He changes his name so often, it's hard to tell. Anyone care to elaborate because I'm on my phone and it's too card to click buttons!! Plus it's 2am and I am tired and sore.
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Question about my brother
So my brother went through chemo and radiation....spent 4 weeks in the hospital and has been home for a few days. He's a totally different person.....distant, quiet.
We were tight before, and even to the point he made me sleep in his room on the floor when he got feeling bad...wouldn't leave my sight.....now it's like he doesn't know me....or want to know me at all.
He knows mom kept me away from the hospital when he was bad sick....so I don't think it's because he thinks I didn't care......
What can I do, should I do. Mom says give it time but I feel like he's just pulling away more.
We were tight before, and even to the point he made me sleep in his room on the floor when he got feeling bad...wouldn't leave my sight.....now it's like he doesn't know me....or want to know me at all.
He knows mom kept me away from the hospital when he was bad sick....so I don't think it's because he thinks I didn't care......
What can I do, should I do. Mom says give it time but I feel like he's just pulling away more.
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best friend is gay
so, my best friend told me he was gay. he told me he loves me and then asked me if i was gay or into guys. this was during a sleep over, which we have like every weekend. i didn't know how to reply and didn't want to say no because i didn't wanna hurt his feelings, so i said i don't know and just i loved him to. he hugged me and i just let it happen. i don't think i'm gay, but i enjoyed feeling his body on mine. what should i do?
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don't like girls yet?
at what age should i start finding girls attractive? other guys i know like girls a lot, but i don't really care.
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I'm back
Hi all
im back here after being away for ages.
My gf just dumped me after like a year and I wanna see if there are others who've been thru all this.
im 15 and Irish.
Pete
im back here after being away for ages.
My gf just dumped me after like a year and I wanna see if there are others who've been thru all this.
im 15 and Irish.
Pete
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Hello again
I'm not exactly new, but I suppose an introduction is in order nonetheless :)
I joined maybe four years ago under NeonButterfly, hung around a while, moderated for a while. However due to a combination of things my activity dropped off a couple of years back. I feel as if I never really found my place here, caught somewhere between known and unknown, but I certainly met some fantastic people and always enjoyed my time. So when an old Gov friend messaged me earlier I thought maybe I'd see how you all were!
I'll keep it brief since some of you may remember me, but my name is Sunny and I'm a junior in high school. Atheist, Democrat, vegetarian, optimistic orphan, avid reader, hopeful writer, bass clarinet player, cat enthusiast.
Definitely looking forward to (hopefully) being more active and hearing from some of you!
I joined maybe four years ago under NeonButterfly, hung around a while, moderated for a while. However due to a combination of things my activity dropped off a couple of years back. I feel as if I never really found my place here, caught somewhere between known and unknown, but I certainly met some fantastic people and always enjoyed my time. So when an old Gov friend messaged me earlier I thought maybe I'd see how you all were!
I'll keep it brief since some of you may remember me, but my name is Sunny and I'm a junior in high school. Atheist, Democrat, vegetarian, optimistic orphan, avid reader, hopeful writer, bass clarinet player, cat enthusiast.
Definitely looking forward to (hopefully) being more active and hearing from some of you!
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Whats the longest you've gone?
What's the longest you've gone w/o masturbating since you started regularly doing it? I'm trying to go the next couple of weeks without it.
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Just gonna leave this here..
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Help with my friend
My friend (Call him G for now) is as some of you who read my journal thread know, my crush. Bad part... Says he's straight. Yes, I already made the mistake of telling him i'm gay and even worse admitting I have serious feelings for him. Now, I don't believe hes 100% straight. Here's why:
Ok gonna seem somewhat stereotypical here... He doesn't hang out with any guys except his brother. He's got a few feministic traits about him. He admitted he at one time he thought he WAS gay, but wanted to "fuck a bitch", he has done something that I cant talk about on here but seems extremely un-straight, still hangs out with me even though he knows I love him (which normally straight guys wouldnt do), resents being called gay even in a non-insult way (i did not ask him, he willingly voluntarily said this (it also pieces to denial), said he might go out with me if he was gay (not really something a straight person would bring up casually), never discusses sex ( which his same age brother who is straight constantly does)
Most things lead me to believe G is in some pretty deep denial, it all just pieces together in my mind. What (and please be nice, no trolling) are your thoughts? How do I analyze further or what are better clues to look for? How do I continue this process without pressuring him?
When I was in denial, oh man it fucking sucked. I cant bare to see anyone going through what I did.
Ok gonna seem somewhat stereotypical here... He doesn't hang out with any guys except his brother. He's got a few feministic traits about him. He admitted he at one time he thought he WAS gay, but wanted to "fuck a bitch", he has done something that I cant talk about on here but seems extremely un-straight, still hangs out with me even though he knows I love him (which normally straight guys wouldnt do), resents being called gay even in a non-insult way (i did not ask him, he willingly voluntarily said this (it also pieces to denial), said he might go out with me if he was gay (not really something a straight person would bring up casually), never discusses sex ( which his same age brother who is straight constantly does)
Most things lead me to believe G is in some pretty deep denial, it all just pieces together in my mind. What (and please be nice, no trolling) are your thoughts? How do I analyze further or what are better clues to look for? How do I continue this process without pressuring him?
When I was in denial, oh man it fucking sucked. I cant bare to see anyone going through what I did.
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New Guys Survey 11-16
Hi hope you enjoy the survey! Moderators: if there is something on here that is not okay because of guidelines then let me know, do not delete the entire survey. It took me a long time to make and I can just take a question out if it violates. Thanks and enjoy the survey!
Age:
Gender:
Sexuality:
Country:
Height:
Weight:
Body type:
Penis Size Erect(in.):
Penis Size Soft(in.):
Does your erect penis bend or curve?
If so, what kind?
Cut or uncut?
Do you like your circumcision status?
Do you masturbate? (if not skip this section)
How many times a day?
Do you use lube?
If so what kind?
How old were you when you started masturbating?
Most times you've masturbated in one day?
When masturbating have you ever tasted your cum or precum?
Have you ever masturbated somewhere risky? (I.e. Pool side)
Have you ever masturbated on school grounds?
Have you orgasmed yet?
If so, how long do they usually last?
Do you watch porn?
If so what type?
Do you watch porn while masturbating?
Did you like this survey?
Just reminding you, if you do not feel comfortable submitting a question then don't!
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Age:
Gender:
Sexuality:
Country:
Height:
Weight:
Body type:
Penis Size Erect(in.):
Penis Size Soft(in.):
Does your erect penis bend or curve?
If so, what kind?
Cut or uncut?
Do you like your circumcision status?
Do you masturbate? (if not skip this section)
How many times a day?
Do you use lube?
If so what kind?
How old were you when you started masturbating?
Most times you've masturbated in one day?
When masturbating have you ever tasted your cum or precum?
Have you ever masturbated somewhere risky? (I.e. Pool side)
Have you ever masturbated on school grounds?
Have you orgasmed yet?
If so, how long do they usually last?
Do you watch porn?
If so what type?
Do you watch porn while masturbating?
Did you like this survey?
Just reminding you, if you do not feel comfortable submitting a question then don't!
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Kegel exercise
At what age would Kegel exercises begin and how effective is it in enhancing sexual performance
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Is it normal to be able to self suck?
I am 14, and have always been very flexible. I have the ability to, uh, "self suck", meaning i can suck my own penis. Is it gay if i self suck? I mean, of course i enjoy it, because it's a way of achieving pleasure, but i am completely straight. Is it normal to be able to do this? And it's not like just the tip, i can get a good bit in there. Is there anybody out there that can do the same?
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Armpits
I am 14 and jus beging to get hair on my armpit would it be normal to shave or should I just leave it (I hate body hair)
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Kegel Exercise.
I have been reading about Kegel exercise, I wonder if I am too far along in puberty at 17 to get much improved development
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Kiss Myas s
I miss my little personal diary and Daniel was kind enough to let me start one in his diary.
I'm going to use it the post some of the random madness & mayhem that goes through my head. It might be a picture, a song, or my personal day or thoughts.
Feel free to throw anything you wish in here.
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I'm going to use it the post some of the random madness & mayhem that goes through my head. It might be a picture, a song, or my personal day or thoughts.
Feel free to throw anything you wish in here.
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Chronic Loneliness
Hello all, it's been quite a while since I've made a post on Govteen. I just have to vent somewhere because I've let a lot of emotions build up and I don't have anyone to talk about his with. I can't seem to shake this feeling of loneliness, I've had it for quite a while. I always thought this loneliness was just a symptom of my depression, but I'm afraid it runs deeper than that. I seem to be feeling a lot better in general with my depression but I absolutely can not shake this feeling. Even when life is great and I'm out with friends and just enjoying life, something in the back of my mind just tells me no one actually cares about me and that I don't matter. It's not always a sad feeling when I feel that, it's just a very unsettling feeling. My life seems alright at the moment, I feel better in general, I don't want to die anymore, I'm spending a lot of time with close friends who I love dearly, but even through all the good, I still feel very lonely. I feel as if no one really likes me and I'm unlovable. I'm very aware that this is likely my depression, but I'm not sad like I used to be, just incredibly lonely. Could this be something even deeper than my depression? Any thoughts?
I apologize if any of this is incoherent or doesn't make sense, it's very late and I'm beyond tired. haha
Thanks!
I apologize if any of this is incoherent or doesn't make sense, it's very late and I'm beyond tired. haha
Thanks!
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Normal?
I got such an erection that my dick was hurting ! Do you think that this normal ?
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Mod edit: Too much information! -Osteo
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Mod edit: Too much information! -Osteo
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Boardshorts
Alright. This might be weird but I want a white boardshorts for the summer. I live on a lake and I will be working on a different lake. So I will be wearing boardshorts all summer. I'm afraid that if the white boardshorts get wet you won't be able to see my penis. I don't like wearing normal underwear like boxers underneath became it is gives me a rash and yeah. Should I look at buying a jockstrap for my swimsuit? I have compression shorts but they aren't for the water. They are for working in the summer in the yard and stuff. Do any of you wear a jock under your swimsuit? I guess it's just a self conscious thing I'm trying to avoid.
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Maturity vs. Dullness
Lately I wasn't selected for a position in a group that, quite frankly, I deserved. I had worked harder, and was more qualified and better suited than any other student that auditioned, and was expected to be chosen. Rightly so, I was pretty devastated. However, when I spoke to the teacher in charge, I was told that the older students that helped in making the decision said that I appeared "emotionless." Apparently since I came to the interview portion of the audition well prepared and "didn't joke around," it seemed like I was simply dull.
I feel as if this is often my reality. I have a great group of friends, but I've just never really fit in with my age group, always preferring the company of those older. But now I can see that since I come off more "mature" than my classmates, it seems as if my personality is lacking.
Is there a way to balance being composed and being outgoing? Is heightened maturity always perceived as dullness, and if so can this be counteracted? It's frustrating and exhausting to be in this place where I feel like my personality is being attacked, and it makes me fear for my future and whether I'll ever be thought of as capable of leadership positions.
I feel as if this is often my reality. I have a great group of friends, but I've just never really fit in with my age group, always preferring the company of those older. But now I can see that since I come off more "mature" than my classmates, it seems as if my personality is lacking.
Is there a way to balance being composed and being outgoing? Is heightened maturity always perceived as dullness, and if so can this be counteracted? It's frustrating and exhausting to be in this place where I feel like my personality is being attacked, and it makes me fear for my future and whether I'll ever be thought of as capable of leadership positions.
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