came out, as an iranian guy

well some of the users asked me to write what happens when i come out to my parents , here .
well finally i did , i had no way cause it was really depressing me and i kept and keep having suicidal thoughts.
i don't know if here is the right place to write it but if it isn't , please do not lock this topic , just move to to the right section .
so , finally , i went to a counseling clinic with my parents .
i explained whats going on , she told to my parents , she believed that orientation is changeable . she said that i have depressant so i'm going to visit a psychologist .
well my parents , they acted like nothing really happened . my dad told me that its something normal and its natural but he thinks that its changeable .
he asked me to be much more sociable , and he suggested me to find a girfriend . no one really understands me , i'm not attracted to girls at all :( (no offence)
they want me to have a test to check my hormones and they wanna try to change my sexual orientation . iknow its impossible , but i have no way except going for that . and i must be what my parents / society wants :(
all i can say is that , life sux . i've never enjoyed my life , as a teenager. i always got the opposite of what i wanted .
there is no hope for future :(
apologizes cause of my terrible english