I cant stop thinking about not wanting to be gay.
I had smoked weed and was relatively high, laying down with my girlfriend who I just didn't like. I had this huge revelation that hit me like a tidal wave; i'm gay.
I've never been attracted to males; never wanted to have sex or make out with guys, and I had this revelation when I turned 20.
Ever since I had this revelation I've been extremely homophobic. I can't stop thinking about how much I don't want to be guy or be called gay. I am a pretty open minded person about most things, but it seems not about homosexuality.
How can I stop thinking about homosexuality? What I have is a fear that I am gay. I keep telling myself that I'm not but the thought keeps coming back, maybe because I'm bored, but whenever I see someone who might be gay, I immediately get paranoid and these thoughts come back. I have legitimately have no interest in hooking up with a guy and never have; but I dont know why I have these thoughts.
Someone give me advice?
I had smoked weed and was relatively high, laying down with my girlfriend who I just didn't like. I had this huge revelation that hit me like a tidal wave; i'm gay.
I've never been attracted to males; never wanted to have sex or make out with guys, and I had this revelation when I turned 20.
Ever since I had this revelation I've been extremely homophobic. I can't stop thinking about how much I don't want to be guy or be called gay. I am a pretty open minded person about most things, but it seems not about homosexuality.
How can I stop thinking about homosexuality? What I have is a fear that I am gay. I keep telling myself that I'm not but the thought keeps coming back, maybe because I'm bored, but whenever I see someone who might be gay, I immediately get paranoid and these thoughts come back. I have legitimately have no interest in hooking up with a guy and never have; but I dont know why I have these thoughts.
Someone give me advice?