Recently, i've been struggling with Chronic depression, i had a friend, she told me she was a vampire (don't say their not real, look them up), we had a break up last february, she was really beautiful and i really loved her, now i'm upset, i can't stop thinking about her even though i got a girlfriend, my girlfriend has been at this teen camp for 3 day's (she's going to be back tomorrow), i have no friends now, the only friend i have live's with my brother an hour away, i've lost my mom awhile back, i always have nightmares, but what hurt me the most, is how my girlfriend told me she'll be moving away next year for 3 years!!, when i thought about it, it broke me, i couldn't tell reality from fantasy (that's part of my mental disorder), and not to mention, i have over 5 damn mental disorders!! :cry:
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