Damn, Depression is a horrible thing. Some days I'm fine, some day's I feel like I should kill myself and get it over with. I have a girlfriend but things are rather complicated right now, I think her ex is trying to get her back but I really don't want to lose her. I think this is the main reason why I feel depressed at times, I'm insecure. I don't like losing people who mean a lot to me and I surely wouldn't want to lose her, she won't open up to me and I dont know why. I just want someone who cares and loves me as much as I love and care for them. I want to be happy like other people, at the moment I'm happy but I'd rather be happy all the time than to be on a rocking ship.
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