So a few months ago I met this amazing girl at school and she became my friend and we got pretty close up until a few weeks ago. After a few months of getting to know her I could swear I felt in love with her, I would have given anything to make her happy and she was all I would think about. So naturally after I was sure of how I felt I decided that I would tell her how I felt, but with the intention of remaining friends no matter what her reaction would be. So a few weeks ago it came time for me to make my move, I was walking her from our class together to hers, and we were waiting outside her classroom. When we paused to think of something to talk about I basically said "I've been holding back on telling you that I really like you a lot, and I just want you to know that I care about you so much more than you know, and I would like to take you out somewhere, just like as friends to see how it goes, if you feel like it and have the time." She said she would love to and that she'd see, but when I got home I got a text from her saying how she really cares about me and that she doesn't want our friendship to get weird, I wasn't hurt by that, so I told her it was no big deal and that it wouldn't get awkward. Anyways... come the next school day she was acting all awkward while I was unphazed by her response. It was the fact that she was talking about the whole thing with her friends and even our teacher behind my back, making it really awkward UNLIKE what she said she wanted, that hurt my feelings and made me feel like I did something wrong. Any advice. Did I wait too long? Did I come across too strongly? Was it just the fact that she just doesn't care of me nearly as much I care about her and I'm just thinking about it too much? HELP ME!!
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