My sexual orientation?

hi guys I really need help about my s/o cuz I looked at gay porn and stuff + did that but the problem is I don't want to be gay or bi (of course I don't dislike gay or bi ppl) but personally I can't nor want to accept myself being this please help me even like when I grow up I wanna have kids and have a wife etc
What can I do about this I am even k with being a lil more str8 pls help me .