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sorry in advance for the rant, but this week has completely sucked. nobody will talk to me except for one person anymore (not just this week,its been way longer than that), starting to think maybe thats the way it should be. so i feel lonely and thrown to the side, on top of that its starting to get really hot which means more seizures. having anywhere from 15-20 small ones in a day and thursday they had to call EMS because i had such a bad grand-mal and they couldnt get it under control. i have camp next week so im kinda worried about the heat there. my doses of seizure meds are as high as they can go without endangering me apparently so idk what to do. THEN i also got told i need surgery and that its possible i could have cancer, my life is so upside-down right now!