Hey guys. Right now, I'm struggling...big time. I'm at a point in my life where I'm not sure of who I am. I grew up liking girls, had two girlfriends, both for significant amounts of time. But at my school, guys tease me and joke around all the time! When they do, I actually don't shy away or crinkle my nose up to it. I actually welcome it. None of the other guys know this though. But there is this one guy, and my mind just, I don't know, is so attracted to him. This sounds extremely weird, but I've had dreams about this guy. Yes, those kind of dreams, like 2 or 3 of them. Is this bad? Is it good? As you can tell, I am, again, struggling big time. I know he's straight, well mostly. He does have this friendship with this other guy and they're pretty close, but not too close. But, yeah, I'm almost positive he's straight. The thing is, I don't know if I am. And I'm scared; I'm afraid; I do not have one single clue as to what I'm feeling. And this isn't with just him either. The dreams, yes, but the attractions? No, I have attractions to several other guys. I need somebody to help me and explain this to me because, like I said, I am so clueless and afraid as to what I'm feeling. Please, just help. :cry:
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