life is unbearably jejune

so my main job vanished and i was offered a new one and i said no bc i hate hospitality and i turned down one this week already bc the hours were shitty, so i'm back to my student days of sitting in coffee shops at 8am reading and writing and being a nerd but my life is so dull now. like, if someone could just fellate whilst i rebut proust that would be great, but it's unlikely. and english summer sucks everyone's pretending it's bonkers warm walking around shirtless and it's like 80 out at the very very very best and most days just 19C though tbh it's the people still wearing scarves that offend me most.

anyway i have nothing i'm just bored and want more money so i can take more holidays.