So it started in third grade, I quit baseball and people started pointing out how little and weak I am, and they have not stopped since. I moved to a new school in fifth grade and shyness took over. I had no friends that year, but thankfully met some great ones in middle school that I still hang out with now in high school. The big problem I have over my head is that my friends seem to be liked by everyone. From what I see, everyone is always nice to them, some of them have girlfriends, and some of them have had a list of girlfriends in the past. I, however, am picked on an insulted a lot. Not by the same people constantly, but someone new almost every time, being added to more people's shit lists. Weak, a loser, creep, a waste of space, gay, I've heard it all. I am friends with anyone female, only guys, and have never had a date. I feel like my life is going nowhere and whenever I feel the lowest point of my life is passing one person's remark starts it right back up. I am probably wasting your time, just want to get some weight off my shoulders by actually telling this to someone for a change.
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