Okay, i'll keep this as appropriate as possible.
Alright, so, here's the thing. I should start by saying that the basics of it, is that jacking off doesn't feel good. In recent weeks, it's felt different then just rubbing my arm or something (that's how it used to be), but I don't know if i'd consider it pleasure, and it wasn't really a situation where I didn't want to stop.
I'm 15 and i've hit puberty - however, only recently, so various changes haven't happened. For example, i have pubic hair, however im still fairly short and still look young. I'm not sure if my genitals have really had the obvious growth like most people describe, although i'm average size, so probably. I don't have any, or much, facial hair, and i don't have to shave. I have leg hair, not arm hair or armpit hair though. So, i'd say im midway? The big thing, though, is that I don't cum. How do i know if jacking off doesn't feel good?
Well, i have my own way of masturbation. That would be, to put it simply, floor humping. Not sure how the habit was picked up, but yeah. Not gonna go into detail because I don't think it's important. All i know is that i've never seen cum face to face, mine or anyone elses, so i wouldn't really know the texture of it, for example, if it diminishes if crushed, like most liquids - because if so, it'd be crushed under me, and into my underwear, as I lay face down and wear underwear.
This way of masturbation however, there is most of the time, a stain in my boxers like i spilled water, and there's precum around my penis. Im not sure if im cumming, but i do climax - although it isnt the "ground shattering" experience i expected. Just a quick burst of pleasure and then a release, and i cant do it again for awhile.
So, yeah. I'm not sure if this is because im not deep into puberty, or if this masturbation technique has tricked my body into thinking of it being different. All i know is i want to be able to enjoy jacking off, (not asking for techniques lol), because quite frankly, its weird not being able too, and it makes me worried about if i'll enjoy sex and stuff, as im a complete virgin. No handjobs, oral, or actual sex.
So, opinions, and maybe advice?
Alright, so, here's the thing. I should start by saying that the basics of it, is that jacking off doesn't feel good. In recent weeks, it's felt different then just rubbing my arm or something (that's how it used to be), but I don't know if i'd consider it pleasure, and it wasn't really a situation where I didn't want to stop.
I'm 15 and i've hit puberty - however, only recently, so various changes haven't happened. For example, i have pubic hair, however im still fairly short and still look young. I'm not sure if my genitals have really had the obvious growth like most people describe, although i'm average size, so probably. I don't have any, or much, facial hair, and i don't have to shave. I have leg hair, not arm hair or armpit hair though. So, i'd say im midway? The big thing, though, is that I don't cum. How do i know if jacking off doesn't feel good?
Well, i have my own way of masturbation. That would be, to put it simply, floor humping. Not sure how the habit was picked up, but yeah. Not gonna go into detail because I don't think it's important. All i know is that i've never seen cum face to face, mine or anyone elses, so i wouldn't really know the texture of it, for example, if it diminishes if crushed, like most liquids - because if so, it'd be crushed under me, and into my underwear, as I lay face down and wear underwear.
This way of masturbation however, there is most of the time, a stain in my boxers like i spilled water, and there's precum around my penis. Im not sure if im cumming, but i do climax - although it isnt the "ground shattering" experience i expected. Just a quick burst of pleasure and then a release, and i cant do it again for awhile.
So, yeah. I'm not sure if this is because im not deep into puberty, or if this masturbation technique has tricked my body into thinking of it being different. All i know is i want to be able to enjoy jacking off, (not asking for techniques lol), because quite frankly, its weird not being able too, and it makes me worried about if i'll enjoy sex and stuff, as im a complete virgin. No handjobs, oral, or actual sex.
So, opinions, and maybe advice?