Haha. No idea how to start this. Nothing bad is happening to me I think, I'm just thinking too much so typing it all out here might help me calm down a bit.
I'm feeling a bit jittery. Like my hands are shaking and shit while typing and my heart is beating pretty quickly...or quicker than normal I think. My eyes also feel a bit alert, but my mind is tired...if that makes sense. Probs doesn't. Or I'm probably not describing it well.
Okay, cool...I'm already calming down.
Wooo, almost done with highschool and getting my associates. Yeahhtrhyyheahyeah. Should have used my time more wisely. Haha. Ah, I guess I'll just type stuff about my day. There's this twitter with highschool confessions from my area, and other highschools probably have them too, and it's just sooo stupid, especially how people praise it so much. Haha, but I guess I shouldn't expect more from the teens in my area. And all the posts are about people having sex in school and sending nudes and whatnot. The only decent one was submitted by this dude who said he was a guy in my grade and that not everyone knows he's bisexual, but just with that, it confirmed my suspicions. i know that dude. sure, he's buff and acts pretty straight, but i knew he was into dudes. just...gaydar or some shit works on bisexuals too. like the antenna just shot out of my head and sent the message to my brain. anyway, that was the only cool that came from me skimming through the confession thing. and that person is basically coming out, because there's only like...72 people in my grade and....c'mon, man,man....so obvious. i should be like a detective or some shit. speaking of detectives i need to watch that show bored to death....
dangggggggdang. i think i'm getting chest pains. i'm still pretty bad at chatting to people. it sucks when not only does one suck at communicating with people offline they suck at communicating with people online who hardly have any chance at meeting them in person. it sucks. it sucks. it sucks. why do i have to suck at socializing both online and off..... i get the worst of both worlds. fuck....i'm feeling a bit nervous again. ah..ketchup commercial on t.v. it was pretty bad.
feeling about the same as when i started typing.... maybe typing is what's causing me.....this constant stress. i should probably....just watch something. but nothing new is out and i don't feel like watching shows i need to watch////////////////////////fodpg
I'm feeling a bit jittery. Like my hands are shaking and shit while typing and my heart is beating pretty quickly...or quicker than normal I think. My eyes also feel a bit alert, but my mind is tired...if that makes sense. Probs doesn't. Or I'm probably not describing it well.
Okay, cool...I'm already calming down.
Wooo, almost done with highschool and getting my associates. Yeahhtrhyyheahyeah. Should have used my time more wisely. Haha. Ah, I guess I'll just type stuff about my day. There's this twitter with highschool confessions from my area, and other highschools probably have them too, and it's just sooo stupid, especially how people praise it so much. Haha, but I guess I shouldn't expect more from the teens in my area. And all the posts are about people having sex in school and sending nudes and whatnot. The only decent one was submitted by this dude who said he was a guy in my grade and that not everyone knows he's bisexual, but just with that, it confirmed my suspicions. i know that dude. sure, he's buff and acts pretty straight, but i knew he was into dudes. just...gaydar or some shit works on bisexuals too. like the antenna just shot out of my head and sent the message to my brain. anyway, that was the only cool that came from me skimming through the confession thing. and that person is basically coming out, because there's only like...72 people in my grade and....c'mon, man,man....so obvious. i should be like a detective or some shit. speaking of detectives i need to watch that show bored to death....
dangggggggdang. i think i'm getting chest pains. i'm still pretty bad at chatting to people. it sucks when not only does one suck at communicating with people offline they suck at communicating with people online who hardly have any chance at meeting them in person. it sucks. it sucks. it sucks. why do i have to suck at socializing both online and off..... i get the worst of both worlds. fuck....i'm feeling a bit nervous again. ah..ketchup commercial on t.v. it was pretty bad.
feeling about the same as when i started typing.... maybe typing is what's causing me.....this constant stress. i should probably....just watch something. but nothing new is out and i don't feel like watching shows i need to watch////////////////////////fodpg