So lately life has been feeling kinda blah.
I'm over the fact that I'm not with her any longer, but I'm so envious of how quickly things can change for her and how I'm over here just thinking to myself..."Oh, what do you know? I'm still single. Awesome." I don't want her back at all since she was totally toxic to me in lots of ways.
But she has a nice new boyfriend who "treats her right" and is "just perfect", she seems to have it all together in her life right now, etc. What in the world is going on? Did I miss out on the fact that apparently I'm not going to get anything out of this ordeal or is life just not on my side right now? I get it...life isn't fair. But still...blah.
I'm over the fact that I'm not with her any longer, but I'm so envious of how quickly things can change for her and how I'm over here just thinking to myself..."Oh, what do you know? I'm still single. Awesome." I don't want her back at all since she was totally toxic to me in lots of ways.
But she has a nice new boyfriend who "treats her right" and is "just perfect", she seems to have it all together in her life right now, etc. What in the world is going on? Did I miss out on the fact that apparently I'm not going to get anything out of this ordeal or is life just not on my side right now? I get it...life isn't fair. But still...blah.