HOLY SHIT. I DON'T CARE IF THIS IS ALL CAPS BECAUSE I'M YELLING THE ENTIRE THING IN MY HEAD. WHAT THE FUCK EVER. PEOPLE NEED TO STOP BEING SUCH DOUCHEBAGS TO ME AND MY BOYFRIEND LIKE HOLY FUCKING SHIT.
I DO NICE THINGS ALL THE TIME.
I USE MY MONEY ON PEOPLE, MONEY I SHOULDN'T SPEND BECAUSE THEY NEED HELP OR THEY REALLY WANT SOMETHING.
I FUCKING GO OUT OF MY WAY TO PICK PEOPLE UP WHEN THEY DONT HAVE RIDES BECAUSE THEY ARE MY FRIENDS.
THERES NO ONE THAT WOULD DO THAT FOR ME EXCEPT MY BOYFRIEND.
Fucking seriously though. I am nice to everyone unless someone is soooo wrong its irritating and causes a debate, I tend to get hasty. Besides those times though, I'm super fucking nice/generous.
Case 1: I have flu symptoms but no fever and this has been going on for a week. I had to miss an 80 dollar concert I paid for a birthday present for myself because of this stupid sickness that our asshole roommate gave me. We only share the kitchen, what the fuck did he do? Cough all over everything? Then I even wash everyones dishes because otherwise those stupid asshole boys for roommates dont wash their own dishes and leave everything a mess and then start using my dishes if theirs are dirty. They fucked up the oven when I would clean it daily. I left for a weekend and now theres black gunk all under the coils and i'm furious! They dont give a shit!
Case 2: My boyfriend took me to his hometown and his two best friends weren't busy. We picked them up to hang out and he really wanted to share pokemon with them and he had no money but I knew it was important to him and I'd do anything for him so I bought his friends the games. About like an hour and a half later his female best friend bitches at him for popping out of nowhere all the time expecting her to hang out with us (which is only true if she isn't busy and we dont force her if shes not in the mood so it doesnt even make sense) and she left us to go hang out with some other person that they just made spontaneous plans with to smoke weed. Like wow.. what a great fucking friend right? Then my bf just forgives her like it was nothing when she said sorry. I can't stand it. He was heart broken when she spoke to him like that. Hes never mean to anyone I don't understand how she could even raise her voice to him!
Case 3: I don't have much money to spend. I have 400 for the month for food this month. I was going to use that all for this weekend because my best friend bought us a hotel room for a con (I didn't have to pay for half the room because I paid fully for the previous con's hotel) I'm sick as I've said and its going to be a 18-20 hour drive. He was supposed to get the hotel for thursday to sunday but he didn't listen to me and got the rooms late and no thursdays were available. Now he asks his mom the day before if we can stay at his house and she doesn't like things sprung up on her. She likes plans and so shes disappointed with him. Theres also supposed to be a snow storm specifically in that area 6-12'' of snow. It'll be over 200 in gas. Con tickets are 70 each so 140. Thats 340 and 60 for food for the weekend and my boyfriend has some money so we could buy a few things at the con maybe, but thats it. Friend was going to bring his gf, but she broke up with him late january. He tried to bring this new girl he started banging and she cant because she has work. I felt that he would feel like a third wheel (although we've all 3 just hung out together before, friend stayed at my house for a week with just me and my boyfriend and it was fine) but anyway its valentines day friday and my birthday saturday so I thought he could use a friend and I invited someone I knew he'd get along with. So we were talking about rides and I want my boyfriend to have a safe place to park for the weekend (at the hotel) and so if we don't go early people will take all the spots. All I did was ASK if he could get dropped off at the con and he went off at me saying he will only pay my side of the hotel if I give him a ride. Which doesn't make fucking sense, he owes me whether I give him a ride or not and hes like why isn't your boyfriend or our other friend paying for the room? and I was like I fully paid the hotel room previously and you were supposed to bring your girlfriend but she was unable to sleep over and was only just able to attend the con one day. That wasn't my fault! I don't see what the big deal is that he can't ask a fucking question and he just gets all upset when I'm sacrificing my life energy, time, and money to go make him happy. I don't even have cosplay ready because I got so sick I couldn't even get out of bed.
Case 4: I made friends with someone on this site who has no respect for me whatsoever. He hates someone on the site so much that he just disregards me and basically sees me as trash in regards to me being a mod. He just doesn't care and doesn't want to listen to anything. I've given advice, have been here to listen to his complaints, help in every way I can and he still treats me like shit because he has no respect for me being a mod here. That's just really cool. I just have a really great taste in friends. This is cool now too, he throws me under the bus for talking to him just like I'd talk to any other one of my friends if they upset me. Oh god forbid.
Theres a ton more, but I actually gave myself a headache being so upset and am just going to go back to sleep. I can't deal with these people. I have so much stress and tension on my neck I am almost unable to move it.
I DO NICE THINGS ALL THE TIME.
I USE MY MONEY ON PEOPLE, MONEY I SHOULDN'T SPEND BECAUSE THEY NEED HELP OR THEY REALLY WANT SOMETHING.
I FUCKING GO OUT OF MY WAY TO PICK PEOPLE UP WHEN THEY DONT HAVE RIDES BECAUSE THEY ARE MY FRIENDS.
THERES NO ONE THAT WOULD DO THAT FOR ME EXCEPT MY BOYFRIEND.
Fucking seriously though. I am nice to everyone unless someone is soooo wrong its irritating and causes a debate, I tend to get hasty. Besides those times though, I'm super fucking nice/generous.
Case 1: I have flu symptoms but no fever and this has been going on for a week. I had to miss an 80 dollar concert I paid for a birthday present for myself because of this stupid sickness that our asshole roommate gave me. We only share the kitchen, what the fuck did he do? Cough all over everything? Then I even wash everyones dishes because otherwise those stupid asshole boys for roommates dont wash their own dishes and leave everything a mess and then start using my dishes if theirs are dirty. They fucked up the oven when I would clean it daily. I left for a weekend and now theres black gunk all under the coils and i'm furious! They dont give a shit!
Case 2: My boyfriend took me to his hometown and his two best friends weren't busy. We picked them up to hang out and he really wanted to share pokemon with them and he had no money but I knew it was important to him and I'd do anything for him so I bought his friends the games. About like an hour and a half later his female best friend bitches at him for popping out of nowhere all the time expecting her to hang out with us (which is only true if she isn't busy and we dont force her if shes not in the mood so it doesnt even make sense) and she left us to go hang out with some other person that they just made spontaneous plans with to smoke weed. Like wow.. what a great fucking friend right? Then my bf just forgives her like it was nothing when she said sorry. I can't stand it. He was heart broken when she spoke to him like that. Hes never mean to anyone I don't understand how she could even raise her voice to him!
Case 3: I don't have much money to spend. I have 400 for the month for food this month. I was going to use that all for this weekend because my best friend bought us a hotel room for a con (I didn't have to pay for half the room because I paid fully for the previous con's hotel) I'm sick as I've said and its going to be a 18-20 hour drive. He was supposed to get the hotel for thursday to sunday but he didn't listen to me and got the rooms late and no thursdays were available. Now he asks his mom the day before if we can stay at his house and she doesn't like things sprung up on her. She likes plans and so shes disappointed with him. Theres also supposed to be a snow storm specifically in that area 6-12'' of snow. It'll be over 200 in gas. Con tickets are 70 each so 140. Thats 340 and 60 for food for the weekend and my boyfriend has some money so we could buy a few things at the con maybe, but thats it. Friend was going to bring his gf, but she broke up with him late january. He tried to bring this new girl he started banging and she cant because she has work. I felt that he would feel like a third wheel (although we've all 3 just hung out together before, friend stayed at my house for a week with just me and my boyfriend and it was fine) but anyway its valentines day friday and my birthday saturday so I thought he could use a friend and I invited someone I knew he'd get along with. So we were talking about rides and I want my boyfriend to have a safe place to park for the weekend (at the hotel) and so if we don't go early people will take all the spots. All I did was ASK if he could get dropped off at the con and he went off at me saying he will only pay my side of the hotel if I give him a ride. Which doesn't make fucking sense, he owes me whether I give him a ride or not and hes like why isn't your boyfriend or our other friend paying for the room? and I was like I fully paid the hotel room previously and you were supposed to bring your girlfriend but she was unable to sleep over and was only just able to attend the con one day. That wasn't my fault! I don't see what the big deal is that he can't ask a fucking question and he just gets all upset when I'm sacrificing my life energy, time, and money to go make him happy. I don't even have cosplay ready because I got so sick I couldn't even get out of bed.
Case 4: I made friends with someone on this site who has no respect for me whatsoever. He hates someone on the site so much that he just disregards me and basically sees me as trash in regards to me being a mod. He just doesn't care and doesn't want to listen to anything. I've given advice, have been here to listen to his complaints, help in every way I can and he still treats me like shit because he has no respect for me being a mod here. That's just really cool. I just have a really great taste in friends. This is cool now too, he throws me under the bus for talking to him just like I'd talk to any other one of my friends if they upset me. Oh god forbid.
Theres a ton more, but I actually gave myself a headache being so upset and am just going to go back to sleep. I can't deal with these people. I have so much stress and tension on my neck I am almost unable to move it.