Hello! I'm new to this forum. I'm 17 and I have a question. So I am almost certain that I'm straight. Maybe bi, but certain that I'm straight. But anyways,I have a lot of sleepover with my guy friends just cause. So when I have a sleepover, we usually share a bed or such. Now, I've never experimented with a guy or a girl. But I get curious and usually what happens is when my friend falls asleep, I touch him while he's asleep. Now, I've done this to like 2-3 of my friends and I feel so guilty but it's just that I'm so curious lol. I've sucked one of my friends while he was sleeping and such. Do any of you guys ever do this or have done this before? I honestly don't know what's wrong with me...
Also, I've been watching gay porn recently and I sometimes jack off to it and after I cum, I just feel disgusted by myself not because I jacked off, but because I jacked off to gay porn. No offense to the gay community, but it just feels weird to me. I've had girlfriends before and I am definitely attracted to girls. But haha I honestly am so lost. So, I'd love to hear your guys' input!
Also, I've been watching gay porn recently and I sometimes jack off to it and after I cum, I just feel disgusted by myself not because I jacked off, but because I jacked off to gay porn. No offense to the gay community, but it just feels weird to me. I've had girlfriends before and I am definitely attracted to girls. But haha I honestly am so lost. So, I'd love to hear your guys' input!