First off, I'm seventeen years old, and have been around more than I probably should have. When I was 14, my dad got married to a woman who had a 15 year old son who was openly gay. From the first day we moved in together (we even shared a room) till last year, when I moved in with my older sister, we had an active sexual relationship that still confuses me. i've never told anyone I know about it, but I need to know who I am. About a week after we moved in I let him use me, usually rather rough, but I could never bring myself to put it inside him. Not sure why. I loved being banged, and I loved blowing him, but could never fuck him. Since then I've been with multiple girls and guys, and still love being taken from behind, but still can't bring myself to fuck a guy. I enjoy doing it with girls, but still fantasize about men taking me. I've currently been seeing the same girl for about a year now and her parents are moving out of town so she will be coming to live with me and my sister. I don't know what to do. Should I suggest she starts using a strap on? Am I gay? Do I belong with a guy or a girl? Please help me.
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