I've been supposed to be getting a car since I was 16. I'm 20 in two months now. I procrastinated getting my license til this year because there was really no god damn point in me getting it and some how that meant to my grandmother (my guardian) that i didnt need one. I finally need one for college and she wants me to get out more and stop taking online classes and I'm unable to route the bus to school for class unless I sit there all day doing nothing for two 45 minute classes. I might as well just take them all online, but if I do I get bitched at for it. So, there was this car for 1,000 dollars. Was NOT my choice in what I'd like to ride around in, but to be honest a car is a car and I just need something to go around in. I knew that this guy was antsy to get it off his hands and we saw it once and my grandmother just kept telling me to talk to an adult male knowledgable about this stuff and I did, but what are they gonna do? they aren't here and don't see it. I was supposed to take pictures for my one uncle to see but it kept raining until it stopped at night and obviously night pictures would be shit. So finally like 4-5 days later he takes it and sells it at a dealership for 2,500. Now I dont have a car, classes start the 6th. My boyfriend says he can drive me to some of my beginning classes, but odds are he wont because of the timing of his classes and he wont let me drive his car unless he's in it. So I'm going to be stuck getting bitched at by my grandmother over something that is her fault. She literally told me that she couldn't do this without me and it pisses me the fuck off. Do you know how many teens on their 16th birthday have gotten a car and didn't help their parents pick it out?! I don't think she knows how much I dont care as long as it goes. Or even if she does, she just really doesn't give a shit anyway. She keeps saying the biggest mistake was that she didn't get me a car so I could have gotten longer lasting jobs and etc so I wouldn't be so introverted and now when it's time to step up she wont even dish 1,000. I mean I know the value of a dollar and I feel like a whiney piece of shit for not getting what I want and having someone pay for me and etc. But I literally cant get a job where I live to make my own money, my grandmother is very well off and shes the one that keeps saying she'd get me a car and never does. It's just a fucking tease and annoying and frustrating. safhgjkhl fuck.
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