Okay so as some of you might know my ex girlfriend is living in my apartment suite and i look out for her cause i care...i'm not sure if it's like an 'i care' like a brother or if it's like a bou thing. Anyway last night before i went out to work she came home with this guy i used to know cause we went to the same modeling agency when j was taking classes there. I pressumed they were together, together cause she came through the door giggling and all up pressed tightly against him so i thought since we weren't together anymore she had every right to take someone into her room and do whatever she explicity wanted. Anyway when i came home this morning he was still there and i felt this strong need to hurt him or something cause i knew that they had sex. It gets worse...later that day he asked me if he could move into the suite and i told him i needed to think about it since it was my suite to begin with and basically pushed him out the door. Now i'm wondering if the reasons i don't want him to move in or why i wanted to hit him are because he did something with my ex that i might still have feelings for or that he did something to my roommate that i care about simply as a friend? Thanks in advance for any advice, i just need to know why i felt like that towards him cause we used to be on good terms.
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