there's so much.

A lot has happened since the last time I was on this sight.
I've broken up with my boyfriend...
My family and I are fighting all over again... mainly my dad and I.
It's my senior year of high school and my senior project isn't even started yet.
it's due in a couple of months.

did I mention I've been having serious thought about ending my life... I already attempted
once over the summer.. but was stopped..

I don't feel like I even have the right to complain anymore... I have it pretty
good compared to kids that are getting abused...
does emotionally abused even count?

My anxiety disorder is spinning out of control and.. I just feel so alone anymore...
My friends just seem to have boyfriends/girlfriends or "better" friends that they
can just ignore me for...

I just.
I'm alone....
I don't even have a "best friend" to turn to... not since our falling out back in March...

Just.
I don't even.
....am I just being too dramatic?