Today, so far, has been the worst day of my life. This girl I know (let's call her Taylor for right now) told me that I'm terrible at this music piece and set. She also told me not to be a jerk about it and not to go to complain about it to my family because last time my sister made some subliminal status on fb about it. (Once she told me that I'm a terrible musician and I was so confused by this comment because she normally tells me that I'm really good. I guess I had made her mad earlier that day but I don't really remember because it was something really minor.) I sent her a text later about the current incident and how inappropriate it was for to make that comment in front of everyone and she tried to play it off like she was joking but it was obvious she wasn't. She called me later and what she told me brought me to tears. She told me the she never wants to talk to me again because she would rather not talk to me than offend me. She made me feel like an awful and terrible person and it made me cry for the first time in a year. I don't want to lose her as a friend because has seriously taught me everything I know about music.I just wish I could sleep and when I wake up, everything would be better, but nothing is getting better.
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