So I have a few questions but first time to tell some stuff about this first so you can understand more if you can help.
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So for a while now I have really liked this girl. For months now I have liked her. I have liked a few other girls in my past but they were nothing compared to her. I first found out about her when I sat next to her in science. I am a really shy person when it comes to new people. I was afraid to speak to her and was nervous the whole time. I sat next to her for a few weeks, until I had to move seats. I felt like I should of talked to her alot more, as she helped me with work and so on. After I moved I noticed how beautiful she was. It was love at first sight to me, which I did not believe in until now. After time I got more and more attracted to her. I told a few friends that I liked some one. Within a month or a few weeks I told some one. After a while alot more people knew. I was afraid to talk to her, so wrote a note. It went a bit weird and the wrong person got it. So she found out my name by accident and was questioned by her friends. I have talked to her over messaging on a site and that is it. I was shaking and was really nervous. A lot of time passed and she asked my friend to tell me to keep away from her, and not to write/do any thing to do with her. We were comfortable with each over before she found out, we played a card game. I did try once to talk to her, my friend sat me not far from her and he looked my in the eye and saw alot of nerves. I could not do it walked out side and put my head to the ground.
So with this girl, who's name is Darcy by the way, I feel like she is the only one I can ever love and hold for ever. I have never dated any one before. Ever since she told me to keep away I felt really depressed. I felt like life was not worth living and still feel like that alot of the time.
So what do I do? It has been over a month by far since then and I have gotten into stuff she likes more. We have quite a bit in common as I found out when we were chatting. I don't have that long to speak to her, less than a a school year. Too me she is the one, every thing about her is amazing from her smile to her hair. But do I dare speak to her? Should I even try or give up? Does she like me just embarrassed to say? I am coming here to find answers. Any help I will be greatly appreciated. Thank you if you can~(if this thread needs altering just ask first time posting in this topic) (any more info needed ask)
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So for a while now I have really liked this girl. For months now I have liked her. I have liked a few other girls in my past but they were nothing compared to her. I first found out about her when I sat next to her in science. I am a really shy person when it comes to new people. I was afraid to speak to her and was nervous the whole time. I sat next to her for a few weeks, until I had to move seats. I felt like I should of talked to her alot more, as she helped me with work and so on. After I moved I noticed how beautiful she was. It was love at first sight to me, which I did not believe in until now. After time I got more and more attracted to her. I told a few friends that I liked some one. Within a month or a few weeks I told some one. After a while alot more people knew. I was afraid to talk to her, so wrote a note. It went a bit weird and the wrong person got it. So she found out my name by accident and was questioned by her friends. I have talked to her over messaging on a site and that is it. I was shaking and was really nervous. A lot of time passed and she asked my friend to tell me to keep away from her, and not to write/do any thing to do with her. We were comfortable with each over before she found out, we played a card game. I did try once to talk to her, my friend sat me not far from her and he looked my in the eye and saw alot of nerves. I could not do it walked out side and put my head to the ground.
So with this girl, who's name is Darcy by the way, I feel like she is the only one I can ever love and hold for ever. I have never dated any one before. Ever since she told me to keep away I felt really depressed. I felt like life was not worth living and still feel like that alot of the time.
So what do I do? It has been over a month by far since then and I have gotten into stuff she likes more. We have quite a bit in common as I found out when we were chatting. I don't have that long to speak to her, less than a a school year. Too me she is the one, every thing about her is amazing from her smile to her hair. But do I dare speak to her? Should I even try or give up? Does she like me just embarrassed to say? I am coming here to find answers. Any help I will be greatly appreciated. Thank you if you can~(if this thread needs altering just ask first time posting in this topic) (any more info needed ask)